While working on this continuation of the lemon-squirrel and lemon-bunny story, I read some of the blog posts again I wrote not even a year ago. It's almost unbearable how stupid I feel for writing most of it. I've changed so much since then.
Sometimes I'm really afraid that people judge me for things I've said or done years ago. It's not uncommon for people to forget that others change. One thing that remained consistent for me is how much I hate past versions of myself. It feels scary that others might only know those past versions and think they are me.